Friday, January 11, 2008
To somewhere you need to ask me.
Follow up on "Random Rants" Monday, January 7, 2008
-Alright, i've decided. My love for her is just too great. I cannot live without her. Not even the worst setbacks can diminish the love i have towards her.
-Forgive the mushy words and, my head still hurts.
-I've been labelled as someone who looks at issues at a logical perspective. However, it somewhat appears that this is not really the case. As a matter of fact, it sorts of contradict the label i'm pasted with completely.
-What i mean involves relationship. Many might noe that im someone who relies and depends alot on my partner. To simply put it, I'm a guy who is very nian to my other half. And therefore when things go wrong, im no longer the logical me.
-It is when one over relies & depends too much on his partner, that the pain gets more unbearable and hurtful. The more one loves, the deeper the sword lunge into his heart. And of cos, the more painful he feels.
-I care so much bcos im such a guy. A guy who wholly believes in fairy-tale like happily ever after and marriages. Also, I'm too nian when it comes to relationships. And therefore, i tend to be more over-sensitive. When this overwhelms me, no longer am i the yongkang pple noe. Perhaps, this refers to the jealousy, insecurity etc that a super nian guy will face.
-And thus, i think alot. So much so that my mind is hurting badly. Im feeling faint, and i cant really get to sleep. Hais....
-Wad shld i do? I'm a hybrid of logical and emotional being. And i dun like it at all. Should i just become logical and stop being a sissy boy who nian too much to my partner? Or shld i become e emotional being, put myself in other's shoe and forgive and forget? I really don't know.
-For now, my head hurts so much. Perhaps i shld get an mc tmr.
Sunday, January 6, 2008
5/1
-Packed up for the swimming outing with darling in e morning. Took 198. Alighted at the wrong stop and nearly lost my way-_-'''.. Fortunately, i still managed to locate the swimming complex.
-Darling had already reached the complex. This was supposed to be our 1st swimming outing. Darling sexy sia. wear bikini! *Wolf whistles*. Den attracted alot of tico-peh's stares lah. omg!!
-The time spent with her at the pool was kinda enjoyable bcos of *****... To simply put it, the day spent was fun.
-After that, went to her hse for dinner. Over there, she fried a plate of chicken wings for me. It was simply out of this world. D-E-L-I-C-I-O-U-S! Slurppp!! However, the chef kept whining and complained that i was lying about her cooking.. like wth pls~~
-Her mum treated me dinner.. omg, damn pai seh... =/. Darling, pls ask yr mum to stop cooking/treating me stuff, i'll scared de. I wun dare to go to yr hse or go out with u in future liao, provided u let me pay for my own expenditures. =))
-Lala & Kaka came moments later. Apparently, Kaka was supposed to be leaving for Thailand next tues, and was in need of a luggage. Therefore, she came over to borrow one.
-After comparison and analysis of 2 luggages, we werent satisfied. And calls were made to Metro Retail shop and Mustafa. Omgsxz!!! They call liao dun dare to speak! den pass the phone to me... wthh!!!
-Realised that a hard cased luggage would cost over $80 in Mustafa, and tt idea of getting one there was immediately put off. Initially, there was a good offer to get one in 10 Mile Complex, in which Kaka's bro has got for at a good price.
-However, Kaka had an arguement with his bro, and it seems that pride was worth more. Finally psycho-ed her to bury the hatchet with her brother. And off we went to 10 Mile.
-She got wad she wanted and we left for home.
6/10
-Days before, i was invited to dinner at Darling's this coming Tues.
-Today, Darling, her mum & I went to Jurong East's Giant mart to shop for groceries. Had lunch at LJS as well.
-While trying to get a trolley, the Kiasu spirit of the typical Singaporean surfaced right before my eyes. Trolley at the moment was scarce, and therefore, we had to practically snacted a trolley e moment they arrive. Zzzzz...
-After shopping, we went to window-shopped around for clothes, glasses and watches. =DD.
-Right now, i just finished shopping with 'em and am at Darling's place blogging=). Tmr is another day at work. Hope working tmr would be smooth for me.
-Sign off=)
Saturday, January 5, 2008
-Alien vs Predator 2 = 2/5 stars
-Counter today = Tired
-Mood now = insecure
-Darling, will u leave me? *_*
Thursday, January 3, 2008
-Wahaha, life at e counter is really enriching and interesting!
-Early at 9am, customers hadnt arrived yet. I decided to surf the internet. To avoid getting caught, i minimised the window.
-"Eh, 你要去Internet就去咯。你来counter, 要去Internet， 敢敢来。不用怕的。你看，我也是去的。不会可怕的啦。没有东西做，就是这样的咯", said Janet. I was like, wah... nice department liao lahh. Woohooo!!!
-But when it comes to workload, it can really get very, very busy. Dispatch from different companies would come and collect B/Ls from us, make payment etc...
-Once the queue increases, it's really busy like hell. My workload would really get out of control before lunch time, and during 3 to 5pm. ><..
-But while working myself off, i really enjoy myself in the process. As a tertiary operator, customers are our form of revenue. Therefore, the phrase, "Customers are always right."
-In our case, customers would always get scolded and scowls from us. Lmao! Really damn funny lah. The dispatch are normally those malay guys in motorbike helmets, sling bags etc, resembling pizza delivery man. And they always kena scolding de. xD.
-Another plus factor towards counter is the fact that, they always have alot of juicy gossips and interesting facts to share. Never would I get bored in there. Time passes by really fast too. =D.
-During lunch, i went to check my bank account. Wtf can? HR dept deducted $90 from me for nothing. After lunch, i went to complain to the HR personel. And they told me that they overlook that part, and my allowance would be credited into my account next month.
-I think the HR pple shld go ESAD. They have the mentality that interns can be easily cheated when it comes to allowances and pay checks. Luckily i double checked with her. Otherwise, they'd think my money is easy to cheat.
-After work, went home for quick dinner. Meeting darling at tiong market @ 7pm. Darling told me to give her a call right before leaving the hse. I was suspecting a ploy, but couldnt guess wad it was.
-And so i did, i gave her a call, and headed to the bus stop. All this while from alighting from the lift, to nearing the bus stop, i was being followed by my darling. OMG, and i dint realise it until she gave me a poke on my waist at the bus stop. xD
-Shocked and surprised, i was staring at her, and was my mind was in a blank state. Never expected this sia! Gosh!!!!! She really got me this time, struck me dumbfounded and surprised! @_@~~
-Headed down to tiong market TOGETHER. Shared a bowl of tiong lor mee, and pi pa mi. xD. Damn nice right, darling? haha. I had a plate of carrot cake also:D.
-We browsed thru Tiong plaza and discussed tmr's plan, i.e. to watch Alien vs Predator 2 tmr. =))
-After that, we went to er ren shi jie. =DD. Before leaving for home, darling passed me the diary she has completed halfway. Well, im gonna read it now:)).. Wooooooooo.
-Cya tmr, darling. Love you=D.
Wednesday, January 2, 2008
31/12/2007
-Woots, half day again! Dint bring a bag to work in e morning. IF i were to leave the office with my bag, it'd be very obvious that im leaving. I wanted to make it seem like im going for lunch. =D
-Why do i need to do that? Because the whole office normally work until damn late. Even on the eve of public holidays. I'm very "odd one out" if i were to be e only one leaving.
-After i left, i realised that im the only employee leaving. Damn wth lahh.. But at the lift lobby, realised i wasnt the only employee. Wahaha! Heng man.
-Darling came to my work place to meet me. After which, she came to my hse. At around 5pm, she went home.
-Wanted to meet darling at night to go count down or something. However, decided to meet yj and the grp 1st. Been ages since i last went out with them le. At least i nvr so zhong se qing you please. xD
1/1/08
-It was e new year. Met Darling and went to west coast to spend our new year. Pitched a tent there. The rest also came.
-Over there at West Coast, we entertained ourselves with the playground. -_-''.. But it was fun, =DD..
-Went to chat inside the tent, discussing about our strengths and weaknesses as an individual. I realised my spending habit is very serious -_-'''. How sia!!!
-The rest went for roller-blading while me and darling rested in the tent. xD. Jingjing hurt her ankle while roller-blading. That's why roller-blading is dangerous! Stick to cycling instead please. =P
-Went for dinner at Bukit Batok, and jj emo sia.. wth...
-Den after reaching home, told darling many many things. Spending habits and all. Hais. I WANNA SAVE MONEY LIAO! NO LONGER SPENDTHRIFT LE. =DD. I can do it de!
