Hir0kazu ayann Kazumi - Crazily in Love Tuesday, December 18, 2007
-It has been an interesting day. I was granted half day leave by my manager. That kinda calls for a celebration.
-As a result, i went to find darling, lala, and kaka in school. Initially, i wanted to give darling a surprise. I thot tt kaka was still using the classroom in level 1. So i decided to give her a call, telling her i'd be joining her till lunch. After which when she meets darling and lala for lunch, darling would be in for a surprise when she sees me. xD
-However, when i made that call, darling picked it up. Plan ruined. Rotflmao! But nvm. In a way, i prevented her from losing some brain cells just in case the "surprise" was too hot to handle. =P
-When i reached the campus, i came to realise that school was quite vacant. And it struck upon me that most of the students are enjoying their common test break, while we the IAP/IHP students are working our ass off?
-Went into the classroom and felt kinda awkward. A lecturer was helping lala and darling with their proj and stuff. I surf the net in order nt to disturb them. After the lecturer left, darling informed that the website tt lecturer gave wasnt of much help.
-And her proj kept popping up some freaking errors. Really buay tahans. Couldnt really solve the problem and therefore, we headed to canteen 3 for lunch.
-Ordered yong tau foo and ate and chatted at the same time. After returning back to the classroom, darling was stressed up more than eva!
-The codes really blew her mind off. I sat staring at her screen, unable to help her as well since those words in the screen looks Greek to me. Felt kinda useless and inferior. Hais, cant help darling with that sia. Emo -.-'''
-Hais, if only it has got something to do with switching B/L or preparing manifests for vessels arrival/departure. =/.. if those are involved, i close one eye and help also can. lol........
-Other than work, they were emo-ing over this particular XXX as well.. i dunno why and how.. maybe it's better not to stick my nose into this matter unless it involves me. XD
-Darling decided to email this Francis Soh for advice. Pray that he comes down and offer some help. Worse come to worst, i'd help darling get the CPU to her cuz's place for some configurations. Dun worry darling, wun fail de.. 1 sem proj dun look at the end results. Several other factors are essential and impt too, k? Dun stress =))!
-Unable to take the immense stress, darling and lala decided to call it a day and headed for home. Coincidentally, i saw Timothy at e bus stop as well. We were like discussing this topic on methods to die to avoid stress =/...
-Also informed about an activity during Xmas eve. xD. Looking foward to it. Less than 5 days liao. Somemore thurs holiday. Wahaha!!!
-Went to darling's hse. In there, her mum cooked xtra for me again! Sibei pai seh please-.-''.. Imagine eating at pple's place for 2 straight days for free. Next time must ask darling come my hse eat everyday liao, if nt will feel damn bad sia...
-Kena sabotaged by darling, who went to tell her mum to prepare apples for me. Argh, my no. 1 hated fruit. But i made sure she ate most of the apples. =). She needs all the nutrients u can have, u noe? xP..
-We went to West Mall with her mum and xiangyu also. They wanted to buy a cake for darling's 3rd aunt, cos it was her bdae today.
-On e way to West Mall, darling went to an ATM and realised her savings had decreased significantly. Shocked pls-.-'''... Den realised that it was deducted due to school fees.
-And i realised tt she once mentioned that she has been emo-ing over financial matters and has starved herself during lunch, all bcos of tis stupid school fees-.-... And the school fees turned out to be much lesser than wad she calculated. Starved herself for nothing. lols...
-She was super happy and relieved. Den i was like, 原来 the financial matters she was stressed over was the school fees thingy. How slow could i get man? -.-'''.. But she was really happy, and tt's all it matters =).
-Was invited to join in e bdae celebration . Super nervous sia! OMGSXZSXZXZ!!! But her aunt is friendly de. After eating the cake, 3rd aunt told me to treasure darling.. This is like there's no need to mention, i'd even do that. =D..
-She also said that darling and i have a very 夫妻 face. =DD! Den she went on to say about darling and my Chinese Zodiac... Saying that dragon and rabbit is the best combination ever, bcos of 龙兔，龙兔.. lols, like no link huh? but i liked wad she said pls. =P
-Left at 8.15pm, and went to buy some cigarettes for darling's bro. Hope her bro return her the $$$... She needs her money de pls...
-Went back to her hse to confirm that the money deducted was for the fees. Yup, NPAL showed no outstanding fees left. =))..
-After that, we went to 二人世界。
-Darling teased me about me being too involved and focused, and showed me a facial expression of how i looked like. Therefore, i emo dao....... Moved on to somewhere else soon after.
-At this point of time, i was deep in my thoughts. Is it necessary for the creators of human to equip us with emotions and feelings, particulary love?
-You see, my point being that when yr in love, the painful part always win. Why? When yr in the "wooing stage", u fear rejection. That is a bad part. When yr in love, that is something good. However, in tis stage, u fear that break ups would happen, jealousy prevails etc, proving the bad part once more. Once break-up occurs and yr partner leaves, tis feeling cannot be described in words. To tally up, it's 3 bad points and 1 good point whenever love is concerned.
-I think i've come to a point that i might not be able to handle e situation when darling suddenly propose an end to this r/s one day. I'm not a strong-willed guy, to be honest.
-I hope this day would nvr happen to me. Hmmmmm... I hope that the cupid angel has pierced the arrow between us deep enuff...
-Yupp... that's all. I love darling =DD
